monotonous melancholy

how do i write words how do i words thoughts how to expressions how prose why can’t i anymore words i don’t have anything to say without sounding like a broken record because everything comes out as ~well i feel like shit~ and i can’t even make that sound interesting anymore

i’ve become incapable of doing everything i once thought myself to be capable of. and i can’t even figure out how to take out the dangling preposition in that sentence and i don’t really care.